Man I've gotten pretty lazy blogging my detox journey. There really isn't much to say about the detox except that Days 1-3 can be described as having that feeling you get when you haven't slept for at least 24 hours- we all know the one- you feel like you're drunk, acting on pure emotion, everything is very dream-like. Except on this detox, you're just not tired. Completely out of it and yet hyper-aware.
Yesterday, the boy and I ventured into the city to just walk around what we dubbed *our* area (we met on W4 and 6th Ave.)- Greenwich Village. It was an experience that I can only explain with the question: who needs drugs?! Just detox! LoL. I remember walking into Barnes & Noble and feeling very restless. I was hyper-aware of everything around me and I was feeling anxious. No wonder you're not really supposed to be a part of civilization during the cleansing. Shit. Haha. But it was nice. Towards the end of the night we drove to Williamsburg to play some games at Barcade. Not really much organized thought into it, it was just fun. I remember looking at my friend's beer and feeling drunk just by the sight of it. Haha.
What's also interesting is that your senses are absolutely heightened (again, who needs drugs?!). You can imagine the pain when I smelled all the yummy aromas from all different types of food. However, the cool part about it is that I wanted it because it smelled so good, but something told me if I consumed any of those things, I'd throw up right away.
I can't wait to ease my body back into solid food. It's going to be a lot of fruits and veggies next week when we come off of this.
I just woke up from a nap where I had a dream that my sister and I bought cookies. Mmmm.
What else is there to say? Oh- a thought- WHY ARE PEOPLE SO LAZY?! I must've repeatedly answered the same questions in the last 5-6 days about this... I mean, my statuses are up, my blog is up... is this how people really function these days? They wait for information to be given to them before looking themselves? I don't mean to be a bitch at all- but this is just how I operate- I think efficiency and saving time, usually. I definitely don't mind helping my friends out, but I've always believed in helping yourself first, before expecting it. No worries though guys, this is just my opinion. I still love you... ever heard of tough love? Hehehe :)
Anyway, I woke up yesterday, Day 4, and today, feeling very calm and somewhat clearer. It definitely wasn't like the first 3 days where I felt completely zoned out. I'm not sure how to describe it. I just felt... light, mentally and physically... and at peace. Just... yeah... peaceful :)
More than halfway there! I can't wait to eat again! I will always love food (how can I not, I'm a crazy New Yorker- there is just way too much to love and try). *MMmmmMmm fondueeee*
Yesterday, the boy and I ventured into the city to just walk around what we dubbed *our* area (we met on W4 and 6th Ave.)- Greenwich Village. It was an experience that I can only explain with the question: who needs drugs?! Just detox! LoL. I remember walking into Barnes & Noble and feeling very restless. I was hyper-aware of everything around me and I was feeling anxious. No wonder you're not really supposed to be a part of civilization during the cleansing. Shit. Haha. But it was nice. Towards the end of the night we drove to Williamsburg to play some games at Barcade. Not really much organized thought into it, it was just fun. I remember looking at my friend's beer and feeling drunk just by the sight of it. Haha.
What's also interesting is that your senses are absolutely heightened (again, who needs drugs?!). You can imagine the pain when I smelled all the yummy aromas from all different types of food. However, the cool part about it is that I wanted it because it smelled so good, but something told me if I consumed any of those things, I'd throw up right away.
I can't wait to ease my body back into solid food. It's going to be a lot of fruits and veggies next week when we come off of this.
I just woke up from a nap where I had a dream that my sister and I bought cookies. Mmmm.
What else is there to say? Oh- a thought- WHY ARE PEOPLE SO LAZY?! I must've repeatedly answered the same questions in the last 5-6 days about this... I mean, my statuses are up, my blog is up... is this how people really function these days? They wait for information to be given to them before looking themselves? I don't mean to be a bitch at all- but this is just how I operate- I think efficiency and saving time, usually. I definitely don't mind helping my friends out, but I've always believed in helping yourself first, before expecting it. No worries though guys, this is just my opinion. I still love you... ever heard of tough love? Hehehe :)
Anyway, I woke up yesterday, Day 4, and today, feeling very calm and somewhat clearer. It definitely wasn't like the first 3 days where I felt completely zoned out. I'm not sure how to describe it. I just felt... light, mentally and physically... and at peace. Just... yeah... peaceful :)
More than halfway there! I can't wait to eat again! I will always love food (how can I not, I'm a crazy New Yorker- there is just way too much to love and try). *MMmmmMmm fondueeee*
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